Greetings Brother,
Your english is fine! i am glad you are here and want you to know that you ARE NOT alone. You are right. This is a place where we can all share what we go through and give each other hope.
I was diagnosed in 1988 and am very blessed to be alive and well. I have had times when I did not share with anyone what I am living with. Only my wife - not even my children, mother or other loved ones.
Now, I am very much open and everybody knows my status. After keeping it to myself for 14 years, I have now written a book, and some of my story has been put in the HIVA Workbook. Would you like a .pdf of the workbook? I will try to send it now, but if not, I will be back - probably next week.
I am going with my family on a cruise as a way of celebrating life, and the love that they all showered me with when I had a medical crisis last year this time. I allowed stress, dehydration and frustration to get me sick. i was down to 116 pounds, and I am 6'4"!! I was just skin and bones - close to death.
But I was much closer to life. I am telling you, try not to be afraid and use this situation to help you to realize your dreams. What are your dreams anyway?? Do you know?? Go for it. We have nothing to lose - and that IS the true blessing.
I have to go now. I wanted you to know how excited I am that you finally made it here...we have been waiting for you!! I am in Atlanta Georgia, by the way. We have started an HIVA meeting here in Atlanta, and there are meetings all over the world. Now, you are representing Indonesia, but more importantly, WE are representing HOPE & LOVE.
Stay in touch. Keep coming back. You can contact me if you like at
rsmith6612@bellsouth.netpeace & blressings
jelani
PS - the workbook file is too large to post. Email me and I will send it to you directly. It has been very helpful to me.