my boyfriend just found out he is positive

Hello im new here and just needed to i guess talk this out......my boyfriend of 9 months well ive known him for two years but we are commited past 9 months found out yesterday he is pos......this was his second test to know for sure......he is doin well he is very upbeat but i dont know if has processed it yet.he is more worried it seems about me.....we are a great cpl its easy with us and well we are moving in together on the first.i love him alot and well i know i need to be tested since yes we have not always been safe......see i dont know what to write here im all full of all kinds of emotion...i wont let him see me cry....we have talked about it but now its like back to normal ....like moving plans what do you want to do friday night?it looks like im rambling here and guess i am i just wanted to get some of this out.....i just love him so much it is the first guy in my life that has uncondional love and makes me laugh..and is so handsome...well thank you for letting me just ramble