i need friends is anyone out there?

[rockinu40]

My girlfriend died on oct 12 from aids. i'm in a small town here in new mexico and i'm lonely and feeling kinda hopeless. i have over a year of recovery!!! i shouldn't be feeling this way kinda suicidal.  living in this small town no women are enterested in someone with hiv and they freak out on it. i'm a heterosexual (straight) guy. my email is rockinu40@hot i hope and pray that my higher power will send me friends and that he'll put that special lady in my life!!! hugggggggs from donald