worried

I was wondering if someone could tell me what the

"Symptoms" of hiv are?

When someone with hiv get's symptoms do they get more than one and do they last longer than they would normally last in someone without hiv?

what is the average life span of someone with hiv and aids?

are the symptoms different in infants/children?
are HIVES a symptom of hiv? my doctor told me they aren't that HIVES are an allergic reaction to something you body has come in contact with.she said people with hiv get lesions from all I've read about hives that seems to be correct.

When I was 19 I lived with my aunt, one day we were having a party. We did have a lot of drinks and I got drunk and started to puke so I went to lay down in bed ALONE. when I woke up someone was on top of me having rapeing me. i did try to scream each time i did he would bite my neck or cover my mouth...the next morning i woke up i had bite marks all over me as well as a lot of other pain........i tried telling me aunt and the only thing she had to say is oh I didn't hear you screm....shortly after that I went back to live with my mother and tried to forget what happened.

Two years later the same thing happen except this time I know it was because I got stung multiple times all over my body....so now i have a epi pen

fast forward again i am now 26 years old have a 4 months old daughter that i love more than life itself....but for some reason i can't get the thought out of my head that i might have hiv out of my mind for some reason and the only time i think that i might have it is when i think about the rape it seems like over the last month all i do is cry

would like to mention that I have had two hiv test done, one was a few months after the 1st break out of hives(it was -) and the 2nd was when I had my std test done when I was pg. with my daughter (it was also -)....

thank you for any input or information anyone can give me.